If you are here, then it must mean that I have passed away...   I had a weird way of showing it, but to my family and friends, I truly did love you all.  My life was filled with wonder, cheer and excitement.  My journey to find musical stardom was never dull.  I thank each of you for making me the man I was.

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Ana Marie Weaver -  You are my shining star baby...Thank you for taking care of me...You appeared in my life just as I needed it...You were like my Lover, my mother, my grandmother, my aunt all rolled up into one, and the Love of my life.  Thank you for everything that you did for me and for Loving me to the core...You were my everything...My soulmate and I will never forget you baby....

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Shane Kambai (My brother) -  Shane, I know that I could have been a better brother.  You are a remarkable man and I know your children will grow up to also be remarkable.  Please take care of yourself and always remember that I love you and am always with you....

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Charlotte Christian (My Aunt) -  Aunnie, I know I could have called and visited you more, and been a better nephew.  I just want you to know that I hope you forgive me because I forgive you.  Thank you for taking me in as a child and trying to make me a better man.  You taught me responsibility and I took that with me my entire life.  I Love you dearly, and I hope that you smile when you think of me.

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Reginald (Wayne) Christian (My uncle) - Uncle Wayne, thank you for being there as a role model for me.  You taught me how to be a man and how to treat a woman.  I know that I could have been a better nephew to you and to have visited you and appreciated you more.  Please forgive me...I loved the times and the laughs we shared.  You are in my heart always....

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York Christian (My uncle) - Jr...I know that I could have been a better nephew to you...I am truly sorry that our relationship went the way that it did...I remember when we were close and I used to come to your house in Oak Cliff and we would have a drink and talk about life.  You taught me so much and helped to develop me as a man.  I will never forget you...Please don't forget me....

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June Christian (My aunt) - June...you always believed in me and thought that I was a smart man and encouraged me.  Your smile lighted up every time I saw you.  I remember you thought I was brilliant at computers and this helped to give me confidence.  Your love shined through to me, and I will always love you...

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Kevin Robertson (My cousin) - Poochie...what can I say?  I am so sorry we grew apart, but our lives went our separate ways.  I always remembered how the music connected us and how proud you were of my music mind.  I loved you as a brother and felt that you loved me too...We had so many good times growing up...we were inseparable, but life as it does sometimes changed.  I would love for you to hear all of the great music that I made...there was a part of it that always included you...Google "Cedric Cnote Buard" and even on this website you will find an abundance of music that I created....listen and remember me my friend...

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Lashunda Thompson (My cousin) - Sissy...You were like my sister...I really loved you so much I can't even describe.  You kept me in line and showed me responsibility.  I wish that we could have been even closer.  You have raised wonderful children, and I know they will grow into wonderful adults.

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Latasha Thompson (My cousin) - Mutt...you were my lil sister...boy did I love me some Mutt!!!  You were the cool cousin that I wanted to always protect, and I know I could have been a better cousin to you and protected you more...I am sorry for that.  I hope that you will forgive me and smile when you think of me....

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Michael Sirls (My cousin)  - Cuz...you were like a brother to me, especially when we were young.  I know that I could have been in your life more and I apologize for not being there when I could.  You grew up to be such a good human being, and I know your wife agrees.  Remember me with a smile, because I will always remember you with a smile...I love you.

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Lisa ??? (My cousin) - Lisa...sorry I didn't know your last name...I think you got married at one point, and couldn't remember what it was, but what I do remember is your love.  You used to babysit me and taught us patience.  Remember we had to wait patiently for the free lunch truck to come everyday?  lol!!!  That stayed with me throughout my life.  I am sorry I wasn't in your life as much as I should have been.  You are a beautiful soul that I will always love.

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Jeff Schwartz (My Best Friend) - Paper...what can I say?  We were tight since the day we first met and I was your instructor at the Conservatory of Recording arts and Sciences.  We had so many dreams, and you fulfilled yours...I am so proud to have called you my friend...a real friend who was there for me when I had no where to go in California, you let me stay with you on the couch...I will never forget you...I Love you as a brother...Your light shines brightly through me.

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Wayne Barnes (My Best Friend) - Wayne...We were the first Kid N Play before Kid N Play even got famous...I will never forget the times when we used to dance and tear up the club.  We were like brothers...I stayed at your house and your mom and dad even welcomed me...Thank you my friend for all that you have done for me...I know I could have been a better friend to you and checked in on you more, but you turned out to be a wonderful man, Mr. Farmer!!!  I will always love you...I will always remember you and the times we shared.

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Ken Nguyen (My Business partner and good friend) - Ken...you were so special...We connected when you came to audition for a role in one of my films and stayed connected ever since.  I hope that you will carry on my Dream legacy after I am gone and make it yours.  I truly was blessed to have met you...You are God's child.

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Tom Black (Good friend and associate) - Tom...you were always a blessing to me, and I know that you were the reason Dream Media, LLC came to life.  After I was in the tornado that almost took my life, you and your wife donated money to get me another studio under the pretense that you would be recording.  You never recorded, and I understand now that it was God's way of telling me to continue with my Dream...I will always love you for that act.  You believed in me and my dream, and I will never forget it...Please never forget me....

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